wah...
feel like drinkin sia..
hai...
i'm really lost in life for tis few month..
my feelin have becomin numb...
hai..
after 6 month i tot thin wil be alrite for mi.. but...
dunno...
hai.. nvm..
i wil try to pick my self up...
today shi qi come find mi den wait for mi finish work den went dinner with her shi fu shi fu gf n zhuo ran ex...
den we sit down at coffee bean after dinner tok..
den e shi fu gf ask mi alot thin..
like wat i wan in life..
wat is my goal in life n thin...
den i dunno say wat.
den she say izzit i lost somethin or someone in life..
i omost cry..
den i juz ren lo..
den shi qi like tryin to change topic...
one day i think i sure wil break down in front of them de sia..
there too many thin i keep...
i'm lost of word...
hai.......
help help help....
give mi a ans man god......
y dose all this happen in my life....???????
hai....
my mood is really bad now...
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!
argh..........
juz hope after 19 20 21 after i san xin come back i will be able to stand up again...
from today on i dun wan to trust any one anymore...
no point bein a good person...
end up fuck up thin wil oway come to mi....
i wil start everythin afresh...
i noe 4yr back i dun wan go chruch....
n my life wont mi so............
i wil move on...
like wat shi qi told mi...
ppl onli grow n stronger onli after we experience it n learn to move on...
so i have to learn to move on in my life...
i gonna be strong n pull myself thur alot of thin...
i cant let all those thin drag mi back...
jia you!
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ッ get my lic ッ
ッ vaio laptop ッ
ッ Sony Cyber-shot Digital Camera ッ
ッ go genting ッ
ッ go thailand ッ
ッ change phone ッ
ッ ipod touch ッ
ッ LV bag ッ
ッ DKMY watch ッ
ッ LV or Guggi wallet ッ
ッ c somenoe change to better without mi around ッ
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