juz back from genting..
not really enjoy..
coz there thin trouble mi..
u all might be disppointed
i wanted to help too..
but all this is all i can help..
now i have to support myself..
next yr i wan to study n thin..
sch fee n thin..
where i get.. there a pro..
i dunno u all really understand or nv..
but nvm la..
since u all already think of mi like tat..
so let it be..
u all say tat i'm selfish..
but did u all think?
i juz clear all my money..
1800..
n i want to start a new life..
i pull through so hard juz to clear all e money i own ppl..
n juz wan to start afresh..
so many time i think of other end up i get into trouble..
but u all noe..
dunno..
juz for once i think for myself abit cannot?
izzit a worng to think for myself for once in my 21yr of life?
do u all go through those day when u really have no money to eat..
n u reach home wanted to eat but there nth not even a pack or maggi mee..
no family member around..
juz all alone..
n have to worry abt tml livin...
n thin fall at e same time too n thin..
n there no one to help but urself..
u all say u all understand.. but how much u all understand?
when my dark day where u all..
u all r not there...
yet now got pro i juz pay a little lesses yet give u all say til like dunno wat..
n puttin all e blame at mi..
u all say play all play together n thin..
but b4 u all say this u all juz think abt it..
when u all go out enjoy how offen u all wil really ask mi..
onli when bore den wil ask mi along..
u all can do de thin y yet i cant?
u all can go holiday..
i juz go gentin yet get say...
wat is all tis..
y am i being treated so unfair everytime...
since u all wan to end it..
i have nth to say or do...
i wil juz fellow e will..
n to u 3...
juz take care of urself ba..
mayb this is wat i can say n nth more..
watever thin i say u all wil have u all de own view n thin to say..
so there no point i sayin anythin..
all e best to u all...
n if u all think i enjoy myself in gentin den u all r wrong..
mon
went malaysia wif jo germ germ mum n jo bro..
went to alot of farm..
n eat alot..
tue
went work..
after work rush home..
den meet qin n shan..
den take bus to gentin..
reach there around 3plus mid nite..
den book hotel..
den went walk around..
den went back to rest at e hotel..
next day wake up..
went casino..
lost 30rm at e jackpot
but rong shan worst den mi..
den after tat went play black jack..
i use 10rm win 100plus..
wanted to contiune de..
but they wan go le..
coz we bein stayin at casino v long hour..
so take e token go change into cash..
den go eat..
n do a little bit of shoppin..
go back to hotel room after tat..
n they r tired..
so i rest awhile..
i went to another side de casino again..
n this time i lost 60rm..
den c c awhile go back room le..
den slp..
wanted to brim back e casino token back for jo jan n bee de..
n buy them some stuff..
coz there sell many cute cute thin..
but.........
nvm..
next day wake up..
baht den eat maggi mee..
so poor thin..
coz we no money le.. =x
den bath..
den go walk walk around den wait for bus come back..
mean while..
guess who i saw..
haha..
i saw wendy....
den she go first coz her bus was there liao..
den reach singapore aound 10plus..
when come down e hill from gentin..
like nv endin wan sia..
keep turn n turn n turn...
til i giddy...
guess this time i have to pull myself up again..
when my life den will be smooth???
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ッ get my lic ッ
ッ vaio laptop ッ
ッ Sony Cyber-shot Digital Camera ッ
ッ go genting ッ
ッ go thailand ッ
ッ change phone ッ
ッ ipod touch ッ
ッ LV bag ッ
ッ DKMY watch ッ
ッ LV or Guggi wallet ッ
ッ c somenoe change to better without mi around ッ
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