feel rather hurt now...
tear have been flowin down once i leave jo house til now..
i juz cant stop it..
i juz feel tat i really a fool from the start ba...
tis 3ys plus..
i din ask for anythin from her..
but juz hopin tat she can change her attitude toward mi..
but wat is tis goin on..
even the money and thin...
i din ask for return...
get her thin she like and wan...
give in to her and thin..
and take up all the anger u throw at mi..
but... wat is tis...
can anyone tell mi wat is tis.....
hai...
and y do u wan make mi like a fool all this while.?
y dun u tel mi from the start?
y do u wan make mi suffer so much all tis yr??
y do u wan tel mi all tis thin at this time instead of comfortin mi..?
y?y?y?
wat is all tis?????
do u noe how hurtful it is????
can some one tel mi how to stop my tear???
the tear tat inside mi and flowin down on my eye now...
birthday is drawin near..
and i guess this is the biggest persent she give mi ba..
somehow juz wish she wil stil remember my birthday ba...
and y everytime my birthday drawin near this type of thin happen...
hai....
i'm lost.....
can someone juz pull mi up....
everythin is juz like...
y did god so unfair to mi...
give mi a broken home..
a home tat no love and care..
got mum like no mum like tat..
a home tat i suffer so much from young..
a home tat all my reletive have to ke lian on...
i dun wan anyone to ke lian mi..
a home tat i need to take up all the responsibile....
a home tat not a home!
y did god wan make mi suffer so so so much???
y!?
wat is all tis goin on in my life....
as for fren..
he give mi fren tat care for mi
fren tat come for mi coz of money
fren tat is ah beng, ah lian, guai wan or watever..
fren tat make use of mi..
fren tat is nice..
he give mi all kind of fren..
so wat it is....
i juz wan a ture fren izzit so hard for???
izzit so hard to get??
god pls stop playin wif mi.......
tis 20yr u have play eoungh of mi le....
i have take it enough...
hai..
izzit so hard to find someone tat can wipe my tear away when i cry..
someone tat can comfort mi wheni'm down?
guess i goin to do thin to ma ju myself ba..
the smile tat wil nv come back again....
hai...
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ッ go genting ッ
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ッ ipod touch ッ
ッ LV bag ッ
ッ DKMY watch ッ
ッ LV or Guggi wallet ッ
ッ c somenoe change to better without mi around ッ
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